Testing Time

Snap

Something broke inside

Fear they cannot hide

Only for the ride

But

Now they need to speak

Answer theirs to seek

Into private peak

They

Took a little test

Putting minds at rest

Tidy lives were messed

Yet

Stranger turns to friend

Tale has happy end

Broke together mend

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Bond

So vulnerable and trust is thinly laid

On friendship that is criminally new

Potential is on either side displayed

Compassion in the little things they do

The darker truths are shared inside the bed

The needs and wants, desires to be met

But each one from the other will be fed

And nothing seems to be a problem yet

Together in the world no sense of shame

The public face protects the deep within

For love and lust are such a complex game

And who are we to judge or label sin

They tie and bond as closer they become

As if the heat can forge these two as one

Duel

Was taken for a ride I knew I’d like it

Unspeakable the things that have been done

And if your mind was opened you could try it

I fear you’re not a liberated one

So highly strung I sense that you might snap it

Restrained and yet you’re not a bondage fan

I look into your eyes and I can see it

Depravity it permeates this man

Release yourself I don’t know why you fight it

The urge is just a part of who you are

Submit and you will be allowed to bite it

No taste that can’t be found in this bazaar

Desire and lust can be a heady mixture

You look like you can handle what’s to come

My gauntlet’s thrown and so we have a fixture

Your pistol’s cocked so I can draw my gun

River

Flood me I am arid for your love

Plain but I am beauty in your sight

Rain you fall on me with avid lust

Parched I drink of you in desert night

Fill my emptiness until I brim

Washed in your desire see me well

Peak my trough and I will have my fill

Ebb your flow until I am in swell

Whet like appetite I crave you more

Deep in love I’ll take all that you give

Hunger, raging thirst my mouth you quench

Without water how’s a man to live

Once and once again I drink you in

Love so carnal yet so free of sin

Dirty Money

Hello mister welcome to my city and my land

Want to go to college but my family is poor

Can you help me I will love you anything you want

You can even do that but it costs a little more

Sorry but I think you chose the wrong man for your scheme

You just want my money and you think I’ll pay for love

Let’s just say my eyes are open wide and now won’t shut

Pushy men whose empty hugging feels more like a shove

Understand that you are poor and I must look so rich

Culture difference maybe and I know that I am old

Cash for sex is dirty money I refuse to pay

You are not that pretty boy if I can be so bold

Money boys you’ll never know the ugliness I see

Lusting for the dollar but you never look at me

Not

Wanting you not wanting me

Perverse

Being had not having you

Was worse

Longing for the absence of

A touch

Finding what I wanted was

Too much

Dwelling in a place I don’t

Belong

Sleeping by your side it felt

So wrong

Waking far from you I was

Alone

Asking you to never take

Me home

Loving hating you is where

We are

Wallowing in sorrow how

Bizarre